my shadow cast

a towering challenge stands before me

on this path to home in my traverse 

with every step towards it a shadow 

casts larger and larger

the days before me have dwindled

in number while behind me they've grown

with every step and my pace now slow

while moving closer toward this mountain 

the shadow i cast behind me is becoming

smaller as i stroll onward when earlier

my shadow embraced many a wildflower

as they sprouted vibrantly on my path

i am near the base of this promontory 
as it stands before me with its shadow 
hovering over me and all where i have been 

the sun can only wink, now, from behind it

moments have come that capture my breath.

wanting to turn around, run back away

from this worrisome angst but life's gravity,

inevitably, draws me closer and closer

droplets tickle my skin, they fall from a rainbow 

while a calming cool breeze whistles a melody

in my ears of an elegy longing for lasting years 

and the love that has dissipated into this mist

step by step my heart and soul avail

to what is to come, where i may go

i ask only that my eyes be given pleasure

of beauty, that of blooming flowers

while cool breezes lay their kisses upon

my cheek, the love that embraces me

on this path, let not unclench my heart

and i leave behind my shadow cast