Thursday, February 17, 2022

the wind whispers to me

 

today, i was sitting home alone and listened to

the wind blow, heard voices that i hadn’t heard

for so many years but they spoke to me t’if they

were from yesterday, making my heart flutter as

my spirit recognized their essence, for they were of

mi ‘Mama’, mi ‘hermano’, mi Tía, mi Tío’, mi perrito,

‘Jules’

 

they projected that they were all well and that soon

i would join them in a world of joy, a realm of wonder,

where music never ceases, and the heart is sated, the

soul is always dancing

 

and i know that the wind blows because the moon

glows as it also makes the waves of the sea rise and ebb

in the noir of night and so i walked outside to greet the stars

as they flicker hello, and i said to them that I’m looking

forward to this sojourn of what i had spoken to the wind

about, asking if i could bring my loved ones with me, and

the moon smiled and whispered back, and in its own way

said, ‘it is, what is intended’

 

startled by this i stepped back, just then the wind began

to blow again and i heard the voices once more, and this

time they asked me if i was ready to come aboard, but i

had to decline, for i had not fulfilled my legacy, i had not

written my epitaph, i had not finished expressing my words

of which i wish to leave behind…

 

Wednesday, February 16, 2022

Jasmine

 

sitting here, observing my 19yr. old little black haired mini poodle,

as she sleeps most of the time now, which is probably what i will

be doing in my aged latter years.

 

i wonder what she dreams, whether it’s of running, scampering,

Jumping about in playful exuberance, like she used to when she

was filled with the verve of youth

 

hoping this is what she is doing as i watch her rising and ebbing tummy

and chest in breathing and i cherish these moments in the presence

of her still with us in this domain

 

she has filled our, my wife and me, lives with a love that so many

don’t have the privilege of experiencing, let alone the touch of

human love

 

these last, hopefully, months or weeks or days are so very precious

to us and when i carry her up the stairs because she can’t climb

them any longer, and outside, i watching her smell the earth as she

feebly walks about and though she’s without hearing and seeing

she still senses my presence, and she still kisses me with that small

tiny tongue letting me know she loves me

 

i know many have experienced this type of love, giving us the pleasure

of the present, contributing to the value of life in this, otherwise mundane

existence.

 

you rescued us

Gracias, Jasmine!