Tuesday, March 28, 2023

~seeing the sun another day~

mine eyes opened this morning to a gold and crimson sun
rising on the horizon whilst the silhouette of a hawk was
soaring by, t'was cast upon the canvas of this glorious delight
i do so welcome this new day, for yesterday my spirit was
flailing about in a darken space, as my body t'was now
trudging with debilitating pain from my years passed
the pillar of my strength had been slowly chipped away
while struggling with how to rid this excruciating pain and
battling thoughts running antithetical to 'life'
knowing this, the love of my life stood in front of me, her
eyes looked into mine and said ‘i need you, we need you
here with us’, and for a moment my pain went away
so when mine eyes opened this morning, and the thought
entered my mind ‘…if tomorrow never comes, will my love
have been enough for the ones i left behind?

in recalling this sad, the pain, when a loved one in my past
had left me with an empty space, and i do not wish this for
my loves, so here i am today