songbirds wake me through my open window
as i roll over and there she is…long sinuous hairand warm cheeks from the comfort of her sleep
her eyes still closed yet her eyelashes so long
they are entangled in her hair
her eyelids slowly open as my face lays
next to hers and i see the sky in her azure eyesthere's the moon and stars of our night before. slowly
her smile evinces with a radiance of the morning sun
so i need not bother looking outside my window
to see the morning's glory for it's before me
i rise, walk out and feel the grass blades underneath
my naked feet and the breeze blows gentlyfrom the northwest, fills my soul with
the verve of life… this gives me joy
if tomorrow i do not wake, i will have lived this
moment. i have loved and have been loved, seenand witnessed much in this tenured life of more
days and nights, weeks months and years than many.
have felt pain and angst, smiles and tears, more
than some but surely much less than others…
if i have not become what others expected of me
and i, at moments, wondered if i could have. judge me not in your eyes as unaccomplished, fulfilled. do not tarry
or waste a second or minute of your concern for i am
and have become the totality of my choices, my volition.
for in this moment i have calm and joy in my soul and
love fills my heart for i see the sun, the moon, the stars
before me, in her eyes