i could see myself wandering, walking about, yet distant is
my mind as to where i am, where i have been and where
i am going
back in the days of my youth, the hours were so long, the
days even longer and the weeks, months and years
seemed forever, as yet, i was wandering, searching for ‘me’
now that more years are behind me than those before me,
i try to slow down the weeks and months by not looking
toward the next moment, the next day or week, yet, the
evincing beauty of Spring flew by and the Summer came
and has too quickly passed
then my eye lids open and i come to the realization that
these
wanderings were not just of my reveries and dreams, but yet,
of my reality and mundane sojourn and time passing me by
knowing this, i will welcome the wondrous colors of Autumn
but not so much the cold of Winter, yet, i will embrace it,
and
if my longevity permits, mine eyes shall behold again the
beauty of Spring that will follow, for then i will be
grateful,
accepting of the aches and pains on this aged body, yet
my spirit will remain youthful, my heart never tiring of love~