he ponders, he sits and he
ponders
what did, what if, why didn’ttime passes and it now lingers on
movement is active in the synapse
but the body sits dormant
he lives vicariously
he writes about what he
thinks
what he sees and hears, reads about what has occurred
somewhere, sometime and by
someone else. the earth moves
yet he sits still, pondering
listen. rumbling, rolling
wheels
on rail tracks. the sound
approachesfrom somewhere afar. an engine whistle
blows, the heavy car on railroad tracks
steel wheels on steel rails shrill
to a squeal followed by a thrust of air
escaping from hydraulic brakes
from inside the belly of these
moving cars scurry out bipedal
beingsand waiting to fill their space
queues of others herd themselves
into the now empty cars of the locomotive
taking them somewhere,
leaving someone and some place
sitting, his legs crossed
like Hemmingway
the brim of his hat now
shadowhis eyes. he observes the scampering
people rambling about like worker ants
a whistle blows and a loud release
escapes the compressed steamthe rolling wagon on steel wheels
moves on to that somewhere place
as he sits there, pondering
i sometimes feel like this individual - just watching life race on by.
ReplyDeleteThere was a time when I felt I was too consumed with capturing life and I wasn't LIVING life. I was writing about it, or photographing it, trying to hold on to something so tightly that I wasn't actually engaged in the physicality of experience. I stopped writing and photographing for quite a while, now I am trying to find balance!
ReplyDeleteI think all the worker ants envy him having the time to sit and ponder. I definitely prefer my porch swing to the ratrace. Loved this, my friend.
ReplyDeleteTo just sit and observe can be somewhat like a bliss.. but it's also very provocative in today's super-effecient world...
ReplyDeleteSometimes a relaxing moment to sit an ponder. Very good
ReplyDeleteSometimes it feels like a luxury to be able to sit and watch the bustling world from a distance. But to live vicariously can also mean we forget to live.
ReplyDeletesometimes i love to sit and observe and read - but i also need to live life myself- experience things - feel them on my own skin to feel alive..
ReplyDeletei love this picture of time being savored leisurely by the speaker...
ReplyDeleteI felt I was wondering and pondering as people pass me by, going off in different places ~ Wishing you Happy Weekend ~
ReplyDeleteGrace
Excellent piece. Thanks
ReplyDeleteZQ
I love the reference to Hemingway for any good writer removes himself floats above the scene and soaks in every bit of it.
ReplyDeleteWell done poem.