Tuesday, January 29, 2013
I cry, my tears
my demon sometimes is unmasked
from the hell where some thoughts reside
they ascend in raging flames
about the things I've seen
those that I have caused
I cry out in a vexing voice
those that are near me
wince in disbelief
I’ve tried so hard to control
their guttural escape in cries
they come out
in projectile screams
my tears disperse
like untamed streams
my heart bursts
in arrhythmic pains
and no ones arms
can mitigate or assuage
my sorrowful moans
that arise from within
I cry for them
for you
for me
forgive me if I lie here
in my fetal form
it will pass soon
and I’ll be free again
just hold me
tell me that you love me
I deserve it
don’t I
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Everyone deserves love. This was heart wrenching, nene.
ReplyDeleteYES, YOU DO! Nene, I well know the grief we carry for those old painful times. It makes us grateful that today is kinder. So sorry, mi amigo.......the sun will soon shine once more.
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ReplyDeleteSo sad to see these men go through so much and then have to live like this.
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